Tuesday, January 13, 2009

dream, dream, dreeaaammm

I should have written about this a few weeks ago when it was still fresh in my memory. I only told two people about it, my mom and my younger brother, and none else, so forgive me if I might be a little vague. This dream occurred during the 2-week Holiday last December, right after the endless holiday parties (a.k.a. multiple encounters with current ult crush hehe). It particularly caught my attention because I never had a dream (come true haha, so not..) quite so vivid. Usually, I couldn't remember the dream, even the characters and I always felt like being strangled. Strangely enough, this particular dream though still has that heart-thumping, blood-racing feel, I can remember every tiny detail. So here it is.

It began with the expectation of a wedding, my OWN wedding for crying out loud! (I don't even have a romantic something with anybody at ikakasal na ko?!? hahaha the fates must be kidding me...) Anyhoo, the first sequence was the day before the wedding and the "me" in the dream was, of course, overly nervous and a bit hesitant to proceed, what with the huge crowd looking on. Then it wore on AT day of the wedding na agad! (kamusta naman ang bilis ng mga pangyayari di ba?). I wore an uber-beautiful dress daw kaso naka-slippers lang ako (take note, slippers ito na rubber talaga, ano ba ito..kachaka-han). Most of my co-workers were there daw. Ayun at dumating ang groom na si dyan-dya-raran... (itago na lang natin siya sa pangalang Timmy Turner, naku hindi maganda ang kakalabasan nang mga ganyang pangalan..hehe). Dumating na nga c Timmy Turner at ang kanyang father PERO 3 HOURS late sila. Hindi ko alam kung bakit naghintay pa ko nang ganun katagal. PERO, PERO, PERO, hindi ito ang dahilan ng kainisan ko.

Eto yun: May mga dumating daw na mga Ateneans (na hindi ko din maintindihan kung bakit Ateneans...) AT nagpa-picture daw sa altar kasama ang aking supposedly-groom while I was LOOKING ON. Weird. So ayun, shempre yun na yung point daw na hindi na kinaya ng lola kaya sabay tayo ako at tumakbo palabas ng church. I passed by supposedly-father-in-law daw and said sorry sabay takbo ulit. Paglabas, biglang nasa labas na ko ng building ng Commerce sa UST at pumara ng taxi (Ayan, sabi na ngang magulo eh). Habang umaandar daw paalis yung taxi, there appeared my supposed-groom in a (pause for effect) FREAKIN' WHITE HORSE kasama ang aking friend na si Yani in her bridesmaid gown at hinahanap nila 'ko. Last shot was (parang rundown lang ng video footage) me looking back at nakita daw ako ni supposed-groom sa loob ng taxi but can't do anything kasi traffic. There ended my tumultuous dream.

So ayun, hindi na 'ko mapakali ever since. I've been trying to make sense out of it but because of my mind's limited capacity (super limited. kumbaga Celeron ang processor kung CPU ako..), hindi ko ma-decipher kung anong gustong sabihin ng dream na yun.

So kung sino man ang may knowledge on dream interpretation, please put me out of my misery and explain why I had that dream.

And to cap this off, hindi ko pa rin maintindihan kung bakit ako naka-Beach Walk sa kasal ko. Haayys.