Reaching my threshold

Tired of dealing with pumped up male egos. God help me hold on to my sanity.

Bakit ba kasi ang yabang nitong kausap ko?!

WAITING

SUCKS, PERIOD.

EXCITED :)

Currently holding out for something. And I am just so excited to know everything in store for me. Can't barely sit still! :)

Anticipation

IS this it? Hoping this interview will come through just fine. I've been doing this for MONTHS and frankly, I'm getting a bit tired of the same routine of working myself up over it then finding myself hanging out of nowhere, without any word of whether I passed or stunk big time.

SO if this is really for me, then so be it. Universe, let this not be a waste of my time. :)

Because of a lot of things, I noticed that my reading list have been growing way too long. To add insult to injury, I bought books that are not part of the list. And furthermore, I want to add Jonathan Franzen's Freedom to it. Goodness, where to start?

Way Too Negative ME

Re-reading my previous posts and noticed that most entries are either gloomy or angry. And I totally forgot that I used to love writing stuff down. So from now on, I'll try to be happy about small things and write about them. Oh-kay, probably I'll just start tomorrow. ;)

Flutterbys in my stomach...

Whenever I walk past you. AGAIN. I thought I got over this high-school-y thing back when you started checking "babies" out. Then it was all disgust and indifference. And now sadly, I'm back to square one. More walks for my dog starting tonight, I guess. =p

HITTING A HUGE R-U-T

One minute I was in the clouds and now, I'm back in the gutters. Such is my tolerance for energy-boosts.

WHEN WILL I MOVE FORWARD????

Crime and suspense

My newest addiction, Criminal Minds! Delving into the mind processes of heinous criminals are proving to be fascinating. I'll elaborate on this soon as I can.

STAYING...

POSITIVE! Letting the positive energy in...

Channeling my energy

into something very exciting. But then again, will I take this on? Is this a better path for me?

I envy some of my friends and colleagues who can afford to take a risk. In my current state, I don't think I can be brave to take the next step without making sure that I'll land safe.

But just the same, I will never see what's on the other side of the mirror without walking into it.

What will I choose?