Pre-Christmas Blues

when will the dark days end? these past few months, the darkness have always found a way to make my days gloomy and...dark.hehe. parang somewhere around the corner, something is lurking to pounce on me and ruin my day. sure there are things that eventually cheered me up (i.e. the twilight series, Grey's anatomy, my super cute pamangkin, a new pair of shoes) but i was never content for long.

now that the season for cheer is already near (pag nag-rhyme pa ko, nakuuuu ewan ko na lang..hehe), i just want to wish this away. i don't want to be uncle scrooge resurrected in a female body and scare my tons of pamangkins and inaanaks with a bellow and a frown. so to brighten up my mood a little, here's my unconventional wish list for xmas 08:

1. widen my geographical outlook by going out of town with friends (yani and steph) or going on a solitary trip
2. ituloy ang christmas family reunion despite of weird occurrences. (i miss my cousins..)
3. better health conditions for pops who will be coming home for Christmas kasi may sakit cia.. =(
4. to be with my uber-cute pamangkin/inaanak every week.. the cutest baby who ever graced the planet with his existence (hehe biased). i swear i'll post his pictures if he will sit still long enough for me to take one. hehe.
5. to lose 10 pounds. (to prepare for my hosting stint on december 13.hehe)

and allow me to be a little conventional..
5. a white MacBook
6. a new phone (to replace my ancient 2 year-old v3i)
7. a hardbound copy of "Breaking Dawn"
8. an iPod Touch
9. shoes, shoes and shoes
10. quoting shirleen, bagella, bagella at marami pang bagella

and lastly, my uber-crush of 3-years who doesn't even know i exist. okay, a little pathetic scene for a while there...hehe.. and miraculously, it worked! i'm now all giddy.. just have to make this last for a few hours..