One hour ago, I was terribly conflicted. Now, I'm just plain tired but nonetheless resolute in my decision. I'm taking this step by step and if, after I lay out my side they still want to take me on, then I'll be letting what I've come to love go. All this because I'm more than ready for the next chapter, the bigger challenge. And along with this anticipation, attached is the hope that I stick with what is in store for me. I'm dead tired of having to settle with what's readily available and I'm getting too old for fleeting interests. I'm so ready to fall in love. :)